I could, but today, I wont
I could count down on my fingertips the days its been since we lost spoke, I could, but today, I wont. I could throw every gift you ever gave me and burn it down to ash and smoke, I could, but today, I wont. I could make a list of all the reasons why we will never work out, I could, but today, I wont. I could admit that I miss you but there is a voice that reminds me of the chaos that we are, it starts from a whisper to a deafening shout. So I could, but today, I wont. Deep inside I now that we could fix everything that went wrong, I know, I know we could, but today, I wont. And more than anything else, I know how this goes, because we have been on this road for too long, And I could continue down this path and just be with you, I could, but today, I wont. I know I could hold on to you and you would hold on to me and maybe the two of of us could make it, I could, I wish I could, but today, I know better and that is why, I wont.