Darkness and despair

I just want to fall down and cry,
There is no use in trying to figure out why,
Its never felt so wrong,
To be referred to as someone who is strong,
There are days when I don't want to fight,
There are days when I refuse to see day light,
I'm breaking apart,
Even if I wanted to heal I wouldn't know where to start,
In a world so dark and filled with despair,
There is no one who would help my heart repair,
I feel alone and broken down,
I feel as if I make myself out to act like a clown,
There is no light,
There is no reason left to fight,
I've lost all my might,
Its all dark with nothing bright,
I just want to cry and have someone hold me,
I just want to set these tears free.