Leaving

I want to walk away,
I don't want to hear another word you say,
I don't want to smile again because of you,
So I'll say goodnight early pretending to have the flu,
And if my heart hurts I'll blame it on my head,
And I'll forget all that you ever said,
How could I have been so stupid as to fall,
For someone who will never love me at all?
I know I'm to blame,
Because our friendship will never be the same,
And it hurts to even say your name,
So I'm going to hide,
My pain behind a mask of pride,
I can't stand your smile anymore,
So for the first time I'll be the one who walks out the door.