What if?

Do you ever wonder what all this will mean
Or worry about what has yet to be seen?
There is so much that lies in the dark,
And it is strange how a fire can start with just one spark.
Perhaps this journey I fear not,
As much as the anxiety of being caught.

What if I end up where I do not belong,
Where no one understands my hearts song?

What if all I receive are masked lies,
Filled with hurried goodbyes?

What if I deserve pain and much more?

What if this soul is destined to be sore?

What if all that I fear is getting near?

What if this happiness will end,
And in its place misery fate will send?

What if I am not who they think?

What if their dreams I will cause to sink?

What if they realize I will never be enough
To be worthy of their love?